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Name: Desmond
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Indianapolis
Birthday: 1/22/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: 2 many 2 list1!! I really enjoy music, many types ( ask me.. ill surprise you!) I also enjoy writing, I recently began my fourth collection of poems. I love to dance, workout/exercise..u can find me in the gym about 3-5 days a week, history, law, clothing, and well..so much more!
Expertise: SEE ALSO: About Me, 5th line from the bottom.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  bluedez84
Member Since:
4/24/2005
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| So I have returned, just about forgot that I still had this thing. Yes, I am still alive and I guess kicking. Ive been more busy than I care to remember. I'll add some more lata -
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| Ok so its been a lil while...I'm back here in Nap and settled down for the summer. I just got back from an interview, and I start my new job on Monday. I will be working as a Technical Support Analyst for Verizon Wireless DSL Internet Service at Call Tech Communications in Fishers. I'll be working alot of hours, but that also translates to $$$ so im cool. I was in Muncie during the day yesterday to take care of some Sigma stuff and to get my last check from the labs. In the evenings, I can be found at the gym. I'm staying pretty busy...which is always good. I will be in Muncie periodically throughout the summer, or if u wanna chill, get at me for parties etc...and I'll come through. All in all I'm doing well. Hope that everyone has a wonderful summer, and get at me when u get a chance. Aight then...deuce!
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| The potential of a real man is overlooked by the pursuit of boys. | | |
| Blue Monday Sunrise
Didnt come home last nite? back bout 6, racing with the sun, to meet a new day begun. Stumblin.... in fightin the departure of the insomania-riddled nite B4...fumblin for my keys to open the back door, gotta find my dolla book to pay the rent...cuz i wont be up when the check is sent. Asleep.
So where was I while the darkness was set, and everyone else...rest.. they would get? I was kickin it with a brotha talkin bout.... life & times of blue and white... now and before, set down and never left...even at quarter til 4. We laughed and joked...gossip of the mill...some was wrong...but we kept it real.
Now its back to a neccessary dread, its finals week....no time 4 bed.
The above is a small, original piece bout my whereabouts in the last 24. | | |
| Someone once told me u cant help those who dont help themselves. They were right. U know in this last week I've thought about alot. I figure I just have to focus on my finals, pack my shit and get the hell outta Muncie ASAP. I can no longer carry or work on the issues and burdens of the past semester. I'm using this week for me. How does someone make such a big deal about u being in their life and how they didnt treat u right the first time, and then they have ur time and attention, but they keep playin u 2 tha left, cuz they dont wanna be hurt??? what?!?! The truth is, somethings just have 2 be in place before u can be apart of anyone's life. I'm not gonna rebuild self-esteems, that is not my job. Having another person in your life should enhance you, NOT complete you. I cant answer for how you've been treated in the past, I was not there. I can only uphold the promise of today...and the promise of me. Gettin hurt is apart of life, and yea....it....well...hurts! if u live long enough, you'll probably get hurt again. I'm relieved that I've concluded some things, now just have to be about biz and be out.  | | |
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